Sleepless in San Jose

The movie Sleepless in Seattle has been occupying my mind lately and I don't know the reason why. I think it's because of the lack of sleep I have been experiencing this whole week. Sleepless in San Jose was the best I could come up with. What strains me the most is that I don't really know the reason why I can't fall asleep. Worry, stress, excitement, I don't know. I just don't seem to experience any of these emotions when I think about it. Maybe, it's because I have been going to sleep late and waking up so early that my eyes cannot grasp the idea that I am actually falling asleep. Through the week, I went to sleep at around 1:00 or 1:30 a.m. and woke up at around 5:00 or 6:00 a.m. There was this buzz in my head every time the hand struck 5:00 and I was forced to wake up. So, as soon as my soul came back to earth, it did not want to go back to its regular position and I was forced to keep my eyes open. Every single day this week, this event kept occurring. It bothered me tremendously because I lost track of the days and I was too tired to carry out any duties. I was terribly groggy and my body felt weak after the lack of rest. So, yesterday, I decided to go to sleep at 10:00 p.m. and wake up at around 8:30 a.m. Luckily, I did not experience any buzz in my ear and it was a very peaceful sleep. It's amazing how the human body can react so vigorously after a delay in its resting time. Wow, mighty selfish. Then again, it's my body and this means that I am pretty selfish in myself. Hmm, this requires much thought!