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Friday, February 27, 2009

Impossible

He says it's impossible to climb the wall, to dance under the stars, or impossible to kiss the most beautiful girl in the world. I don't believe in the word impossible. It can be done because you believe in this sole purpose. Your heart is strong and the road is closer within your reach. Why risk losing while you are so close to the gift, the dream, and the miracle? Walk, walk, walk and keep your head up high. How much more pain? How much more of these accursed words? I am strong but I have never been so weak before in my life. I can't breathe, I can't hold on, and every move I make there's a strong force beating me down. You know, I pity the tears falling down my face as I mourn over the struggle, the pain. No pain, no gain, but I just can't seem to halt this misinterpretation. The tears are falling because I feel guilty for being affected by this fork in the road. By this mistake, I walk with my head down and ashamed; ashamed of this wrongdoing. Why must I be punished for something I didn't know, couldn't understand or even relate to? It's difficult to live in a world were impossible and rejection is stronger than the mountain. My strength is like the wind; it will never bend the mountain. It will never affect the mountain or respond to its will. Soaring and brave it obeys its master's order and keeps quiet. A shadow and a wretched soul, it walks without complaint, whispers, or guilt. I pity this creature with all my soul. However, when you think about it, I must pity the mountain for being so self-centered. For taking advantage of the wind and bringing every hope, every dream in her heart, down. Impossible. Impossible. Impossible. Impossible. It's impossible to love such a vile creature. Impossible to look upon its face. Impossible to pity this being. I can't, I won't, and I don't believe. My strength and courage will forgive you; someway, somehow I will forgive you. However, now I will give up every hope in my heart and forget your cruel words. Impossible. You are the mistake in my life. IMPOSSIBLE....

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