Stress

So, right now stress is a huge huge huge weight on my shoulders and I hate this time of year where anxiety is overpowering our lives. There are so many essays and tests along with finals and activities being taking place. I am not tearing my hair out (though you may say that judging what happened in English when there was a hair fight. Good times). It's like sometimes I want to take a step back and just sleep through my problems for just a good amount of time. However as soon as I close my eyes, I can't sleep and when I can't sleep I think about all the different events taking place in my life and then insomnia kicks in. Along with stress, I have some family problems that just don't seem to get resolved. I know that I am not alone and there are countless classmates who are going through the same path. Every time I create a schedule to plan out the different activities taking place during the week, I always feel like I am missing something and then end up stressing out even more. I hope everything starts to calm down a bit after finals. Of course it will, winter break is fast approaching us! I think I can last just a couple more days until Christmas where all I will do is relax with my family in Modesto. My motivation for this week and the following is to study hard for the finals so I don't have to worry about doing horrible and then ruining my winter break. I think I can last a few more weeks. I mean how hard can it be? Oops, hope I don't jinx it for me and everybody else.