I wish for this

I wish....

I could be strong

I could smile without being hurt

I could be a shield

rather a mirror

not a glue.

You could say 

all you wanted

all you desired

all you wished

while I stood there;

deaf,

blind,

insensitive,

and determined.

I wish...

I could eliminate

the pain,

the tears,

the loss,

the fake smile

to let you know that I was not hurt.

I am strong and forevermore will I be.

So, what I wish...

I wish you the best of luck for you are not the predator. Just a weak, defenseless creature trying to bury your depression.