Misery

Wow, I have just noticed that every one of my blogs has a very intense mood. My previous blog was about the heart and the mind continuously fighting with one another. Danielle left a comment on this blog and I suddenly realized how much sadness I was throwing out to the crowd. I mean sometimes when you are feeling down, every minute of each moment is spend drowning yourself down and pitying yourself. This definitely describes my attitude because I usually drag my friends down with me when I am feeling miserable. I realize this mistake and take full responsibility of every heartache I cause in the crowd. However, blogging helps me release all the angry out of my body and translate it into a positive atmosphere. Somehow?!?!? I was reading this story about a man who spent all his lifetime trying to figure out a cure for emotional sickness or misery. He did not understand the reason as to how our body could suffer through this damaging trauma without even controlling it. Unfortunately, he found no cure and decided to give up on his dream. However, I would love to research further into this dilemma and really ponder about this question. Why do we feel miserable? What is it in us that causes us to feel so down? Who or what could possibly allow this to happen? A question left unanswered...